can we forget about the things i said.. when i was DRUNK
okay im writing in this again
for a couple of reasons
1 being that im bored
2 i need to get my thoughts out
3 its time consuming
well, this christmas break has sucked so far
me and my stepmom erica have been fighting ALOT
she is like a cop at my house, always on my case.
anything i do she is right behind me to tell me
that i did something wrong or w/e
and then i threw a paper plate in the trash
that had chip dip on it & she flipped out
because the dip got on the garbage can? yeah. psycho.
she called my dad and told him to come home
because i am just "uncontrollable" riiight
and then my dad told me i had 3 options
i live with them and accept all the bullshit they put me thru
i move away to a boarding school
i go live with my mom
so i chose to go live with my mom
i packed everything up, with erica watching outside the door
then my mom came and got me
it really pisses me off that my dad CONSTANTLY
chooses my stepmom over his own daughter
he thinksshe isome kind of God, when really shes just a coniving bitch.
i was suppose to go to jimmys toga party last night
but i wasnt feeling up to partying
and today i have done nothing but eat & watch tv
L A Z Y Y Y Y Y Y
my stomach is KILLING me
so i didnt go out tonight to max's either
but its so gross and rainy outside so w/e
uh i am so tired of feeling like crap
i want to go out & get CRUnk
after all, its christmas break wtf!
im also so excited because CALI is coming up in a week!
finally get away from stupid jacksonville
the boy situation is okay
lots of boys want to hangout
but this whole sick thing is killing me
i love eing single
and having all these boys to talk to
and hangout with its quite fun
im pissed because my dad hasnt called
he calls me atleast once a day
im shure he's prob. relieved im gone
asshole.