my day..
so i was on the phone last night and i lost all of my nerve to do wut i need to do lol.. but other than that.. i realized that i want to b little again and if i could go bak to any grade in school it would b the 7th grade, because that was seriously like the BEST year of my life.
well so today i decided that i was going to try to relive my past...so i went and layed out in the road in th e FREEZING cold.. but it just wasnt the same, nothing about it even felt right. i even jumped around while blasting music.. and nothing about any of it felt right..in the least. so i decided that i cant relive my past but the only thing that i can do is try to live my future about the same as my past, only id deduct my former josh kegley obsession and a few other things too im sure. i guess i just miss my past..alot.. but its okay.. ill b okay. i am okay actually.. just thinking about things and living in the 'WHY NOTS' and 'WUT IFS'.. its not all that fun, trust me.. but oh well.
other than that.. life is good for me..
i spent like 30 minutes of my life tonight..trying to take a picture of a really hott guy that works at walmart lol.. but he looks kinda old.. but still i need a picture of him, ill soon just walk up to him and say hey stand still i need a picture of ur hott ass. lol
but until then...
ill remain the faithful walmart shopper lol
well thats all for now.
~ bri ~
well so today i decided that i was going to try to relive my past...so i went and layed out in the road in th e FREEZING cold.. but it just wasnt the same, nothing about it even felt right. i even jumped around while blasting music.. and nothing about any of it felt right..in the least. so i decided that i cant relive my past but the only thing that i can do is try to live my future about the same as my past, only id deduct my former josh kegley obsession and a few other things too im sure. i guess i just miss my past..alot.. but its okay.. ill b okay. i am okay actually.. just thinking about things and living in the 'WHY NOTS' and 'WUT IFS'.. its not all that fun, trust me.. but oh well.
other than that.. life is good for me..
i spent like 30 minutes of my life tonight..trying to take a picture of a really hott guy that works at walmart lol.. but he looks kinda old.. but still i need a picture of him, ill soon just walk up to him and say hey stand still i need a picture of ur hott ass. lol
but until then...
ill remain the faithful walmart shopper lol
well thats all for now.
~ bri ~