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As much as I try to update this thing I can't ever seem to find the sentiment. I think it's because I try to hide behind these self-created walls and the only ones I let through from time to time are Laura and Katie who are sometimes the only people I can stand to be around because they understand that even though I can joke about everything I really hurt about some things. Sometimes you need a facade to get through your day. Sometimes my body is there but my mind really isn't. I mean have you ever had one of those days when you feel as though you're just going through the motions because you need to keep up for everyone else. I have them more often than needed.
Katie needs to be in New York right now. She's been confused and flustered for about a week or so now and she walks around the house in a complete daze. I try to bring her out of it but it's really not possible. Sometimes all she needed was some alone time and she'd be okay for a few more hours but it never stretched beyond that. I love Katie. I hate to see her so lonesome and confused and frusterated. She's at the point where she's questioning her own emotions which should never be the case. She has complete justification for feeling the way she does. I don't like seeing her so confused. I hope the time in New York is what she needs, maybe when I come back home and when she's back home she'll be normal again.
I, on the other hand, am still in LA with Laura. No one is home except Kerr and Josh and James and who cares about James. Kerr and Josh are probably confused and they probably dont know what to do with their mornings. They bring Katie and I so much food that when I get back I think I'm going to go over there and bring them food for once. They don't even go grocery shopping they just eat out all the time. I dont understand how both of them stay so thin I want to hit them. I hate men.
I'm marrying Katie because we don't need penis because there's artifical insemination and vibrators and strap ons. I hope Katie knows that I'm still going to see Laura on the side I love her.
Katie needs to be in New York right now. She's been confused and flustered for about a week or so now and she walks around the house in a complete daze. I try to bring her out of it but it's really not possible. Sometimes all she needed was some alone time and she'd be okay for a few more hours but it never stretched beyond that. I love Katie. I hate to see her so lonesome and confused and frusterated. She's at the point where she's questioning her own emotions which should never be the case. She has complete justification for feeling the way she does. I don't like seeing her so confused. I hope the time in New York is what she needs, maybe when I come back home and when she's back home she'll be normal again.
I, on the other hand, am still in LA with Laura. No one is home except Kerr and Josh and James and who cares about James. Kerr and Josh are probably confused and they probably dont know what to do with their mornings. They bring Katie and I so much food that when I get back I think I'm going to go over there and bring them food for once. They don't even go grocery shopping they just eat out all the time. I dont understand how both of them stay so thin I want to hit them. I hate men.
I'm marrying Katie because we don't need penis because there's artifical insemination and vibrators and strap ons. I hope Katie knows that I'm still going to see Laura on the side I love her.