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you all leave anyway...
dad left tonight.
who knows where hes going...
i left. i just walked around the neighbrhood for a while.
cuz im sick of all this fighting.
for once i just want to be truely JOYFUL.
and i was.
omg i was.
last night... well EARLY this morning, was awesome.
talking to the boy for hours. cuz he wants to talk to me =]
you know how happy that makes me?
its amazing. how much i smiled.
you know what we fought about last night? we were fighting about how i was only gonna give him 4 kisses. lol cuz he was being a dork, so i told him i was cutting off the love. lol
i love fighting with him.
now that, that is REALLY happy.
you know how long i wanted something like that?
but my house is the opposite.
parents fight, about me, my bro, our house, them....
they are so selfish....
im thinking of packing up.... and just kinda roughing the night...
just cuz i really dont want to be here.
i cant stand it.
i just keep telling myself.
think about him, how happy i am when we talk. how i love those insane butterflies =]
how i miss his kiss more than any material object i treasure
yeah....
"breathe for love tomorrow, because there is no hope left in today."
dad left tonight.
who knows where hes going...
i left. i just walked around the neighbrhood for a while.
cuz im sick of all this fighting.
for once i just want to be truely JOYFUL.
and i was.
omg i was.
last night... well EARLY this morning, was awesome.
talking to the boy for hours. cuz he wants to talk to me =]
you know how happy that makes me?
its amazing. how much i smiled.
you know what we fought about last night? we were fighting about how i was only gonna give him 4 kisses. lol cuz he was being a dork, so i told him i was cutting off the love. lol
i love fighting with him.
now that, that is REALLY happy.
you know how long i wanted something like that?
but my house is the opposite.
parents fight, about me, my bro, our house, them....
they are so selfish....
im thinking of packing up.... and just kinda roughing the night...
just cuz i really dont want to be here.
i cant stand it.
i just keep telling myself.
think about him, how happy i am when we talk. how i love those insane butterflies =]
how i miss his kiss more than any material object i treasure
yeah....
"breathe for love tomorrow, because there is no hope left in today."