Jun 06, 2007 23:11
i cant stand it anymore.
true i dont update this at all anymore. but i had to vent somewhere.
Chicago. great.
end of school. amazing.
Present. crappy.
so in case you didnt hear. i met an amazing guy. well i didnt "meet" him, ive had him for class all year. but the last few weeks of school we got really close.
he likes me. or did. i dont know.
god. i feel like an idiot.
but man i remember the time on the last day of school during 5th i told my teacher i had to run to the choir room to pick up some stuff. (which was true...) but i met him there =]
and we stayed out of class till he left with his friends.
i swear, hes one hell of a kisser.
and no im not a whore. but man, we had soooo much fun. and it was a great way to end school.
then we would text literally for 6 or 7 hours STRAIGHT. just talking.
we would go to bed at 2 am and wake up at 11 and the first thing we did was text eachother. i miss him SOOO much.
and what happened?
he promised me the world.
then i havent heard from him in a week.
some prince charming...
i pray that his phone broke, or he got grounded. cuz thats better than him ignoring me or finding another girl
i really liked him.
other news.
bri is going to Cappies 07
the Freeman family got nominated. im pretty stoked. its kewl.
i finished Chicago last week and it was phenominal.
mike was over 2 days ago lol. i missed that brat.
we talked till like 3 am. it was fun.
then i heard from my matt the other day. i miss him! hes gonna take me to lunch this summer. cuz i miss him.
all my friends. i miss terribly. but most of all. that stupid boy.
BAHHHHHH
i hate myself