spare me the drama Hope.. You don't know who I am.. you don't know how I feel.. You don't know me at all.. so before you go calling me a dumb bitch and telling me how I feel you better take a step back.. for your information.. I DON'T LOVE GARY... that was loong past.. and I do care about Cory more than you know.. the last time we talked was in the begininng of May... And you know what really pisses me off? I thought I could talk to you.. and trust you.. but obviously not.. you twisted my words.. and you told Cory something that wasn't true.. I was ALL about Cory.. and I'm STILL all about Cory.. I stopped talking to other guys for him.. and I stopped talking to Gary too... And now because of what you said he wants nothing to do with me... I didn't hurt you the way you hurt me.. it has nothing to do with Ali or Amanda.. Between you and I.. I didn't do anything terrible enough to deserve this.. but like you said.. why should you care about my happiness? I can't believe you would say something you weren't even sure about.. you should get your facts straight first.. I tried to be good to you.. and I know I've not always been there for Ali or Amanda.. but I'm there when it really really counts.. I do have a lot of shit I have to do too.. but even though you would do this to me.. I still wouldn't stoop low enough to hurt you the way I'm hurting right now.. but I guess I'm wasting my time... well even though I'm really pissed off and hurt and angry I still hope you're happy... and I still hope Ali and Amanda are happy too..
I still care although I have trouble showing it...
alright lola, i dont wanna have drama here either, it's just that i honestly think you're bullshitting everyone. i mean, you think that you're all innocent and honest and everything, then why the hell didnt you just call me back that time you ditched me? i mean, just small things like that show your character. you have to treat people the way you wanna be treated. and one thing i dont appreciate is that you told cory not to talk to me after you told me all that shit about you. i mean, i didnt even tell him until recently, after i thought you had already broken up. and you know that cory means the world to me and you know that cory and i could never be together because he's like my brother. sorry if i was harsh in the last comment, im just pissed off because you dont think you were wrong, when you were. you've treated people that i love very poorly and that hurts me because they mean the world to me. and lola yeah i do know you. remember we come from the same background, same people who treat their daughters like shit, and you know you think that i dont know where you're coming from when i do. the only difference between us is that i think about other people before myself. so lola, i dont hate you. it's just that i dont trust you, and i think that you need to back off from cory. not just because of me, but because he needs to find himself again because he was such a cool guy. that cory's the cory you started going out with until you changed him. and he told me how unhappy he was with himself because he lost "the crew". how the hell would you feel if you lost all your friends? oh wait, i guess that's a stupid question... you know how that feels. look, if you wanna talk to me, just IM me or email me. jetblacksunshine on AIM or hopekesh1@hotmail.com for email. but i just want you to know that i dont appreciate anything that you've done thus far, so if you want to prove anyone wrong, go for it. bye lola.
I still care although I have trouble showing it...
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