one for the record books

[busterheiman]

Well... I know I know. It's been hella long since I have last updated my LiveJournal. What can I say? The last time that I updated this shit was when I was in Cali. Alot has happened since then. First of all, I thought I was going to be getting out of the service. That hope was quickly deflated when I found out that I couldn't get my GI Bill. Pretty fucked up. I was really hoping that it would happen because everything back home is going to shit. I feel like I need to be there. Like maybe I can make a difference. I know it's bullshit, but still. I give mad props to my mom becasue she is so strong. She has to deal with my deadbeat step-father, my little brother and sister, and she still has to take care of her own shit. Hold it down tight mom. Just one question though, how does someone get into over a hundred thousand dollars worth of debt and can manage to pawn a large chunk of to someone else. Man, lets all go out a buy football teams and fifty thousand dollar motorcycles and just say you know what I just don't feel like paying all of it. Here you take oh lets see...Half!. Maybe it wasn't a football team, but who cares, it the principalities that are involved here. Anyhow, next subject. Let's talk about Chris. That guy has been like a brother to me for so long now. We have been there for each other for everything. Christ, I'm his fucking kid's god father. What does that say. God if you are out there... Can you watch over him and set him straight. THat kids got too much potential. DespitE that, he now has to think about a family now. Please God. Yo Chris, stay strong. You too Laura. Well do you wanna hear about me now. I'll make it short. First, had an awesome weekend camping. That got turned upside down by some shit that we aren't going to go into and losing my fuckin keys in the bottom of Lake Afton. Then I got my shit stolen out of my car. Then I heard about Chris and my mom.

Let me ask a question. I don't like going into too much detail on this beacause everyone can read it, but this is close. Some people are ... nevermind. This isn't working.

On a good note, I started school and we are going to see Dave Chappelle here in a couple of hours. Good shit. My heart goes out to those who have had a worse month that I have becasue I know how mine was. Good luck and stay strong.

Until next time and no gaurantees on any updates. Late