Insomnia
I couldn't get to sleep until 0200 or so this morning. Of course, I had to get up at 0635 to prepare for school. Didn't get out of bed until 0655, and my friend showed up before I was completely ready. Had to rush about, and consequently forgot my wallet. Yeech.
Worked all weekend. 6+9+5+8+4=32 hours from Friday-Tuesday. Couldn't compose a playlist like I had been meaning to. Didn't do much reading ahead like I had planned to either. Need to focus so that I don't fuck up this semester. I'm starting to lose focus already, and it's kind of early in the semester for me to be doing so.
Submitted an application to QuikTrip; haven't heard back from them. Is very disheartening, as I kind of had my heart set on that job. Well, as much of it as I can set on something of that nature, which ain't too much. Must find a way to pay numerous bills late without severe penalties.
The site that I get all my Sugizo MP3s from shut down. Fuck. Good thing I've got the singles that I want, because I can't always rely on SoulSeek.
It seems to me that everything I endeavor to accomplish with my two hands withers and turns to ash. For once, I thought I was doing the right thing. I'm starting to objectively wonder about this. Some people would think that's the same thing as doubting. Doubting means that you're losing faith in something. I haven't lost faith in myself yet. I'm just wondering if there wasn't an alternative scenario that would have worked out better in the short-term as well as the long-term.
Decided to spend last of book money on needless things. Will order food from Samurai Chef, the Japanese steakhouse on US Highway 40 that will deliver to my house. I know the delivery guy by sight (haven't learned his name yet); he stops by after he gets off work and buys a few groceries. I promised I'd order something, so I think today's a good day for that. At the very least, I'll pick up a menu (lost the one he gave me) and then make an order tomorrow. Will be excellent, as I have eaten there before and found that the food is of good quality and reasonably priced. Except for the sushi, which is high no matter where you go. Need to print some recipes so I can make my own at home. Sometimes I think I should con someone into buying some sake for me to eat with this meal, but then I remember that it's best if I stay far, far away from open bottles of alcohol. I'm at a point in my life where it would be far too easy for me to become an alcoholic. Maybe when A-Kon rolls around, I'll be able to drink something again.
Worked all weekend. 6+9+5+8+4=32 hours from Friday-Tuesday. Couldn't compose a playlist like I had been meaning to. Didn't do much reading ahead like I had planned to either. Need to focus so that I don't fuck up this semester. I'm starting to lose focus already, and it's kind of early in the semester for me to be doing so.
Submitted an application to QuikTrip; haven't heard back from them. Is very disheartening, as I kind of had my heart set on that job. Well, as much of it as I can set on something of that nature, which ain't too much. Must find a way to pay numerous bills late without severe penalties.
The site that I get all my Sugizo MP3s from shut down. Fuck. Good thing I've got the singles that I want, because I can't always rely on SoulSeek.
It seems to me that everything I endeavor to accomplish with my two hands withers and turns to ash. For once, I thought I was doing the right thing. I'm starting to objectively wonder about this. Some people would think that's the same thing as doubting. Doubting means that you're losing faith in something. I haven't lost faith in myself yet. I'm just wondering if there wasn't an alternative scenario that would have worked out better in the short-term as well as the long-term.
Decided to spend last of book money on needless things. Will order food from Samurai Chef, the Japanese steakhouse on US Highway 40 that will deliver to my house. I know the delivery guy by sight (haven't learned his name yet); he stops by after he gets off work and buys a few groceries. I promised I'd order something, so I think today's a good day for that. At the very least, I'll pick up a menu (lost the one he gave me) and then make an order tomorrow. Will be excellent, as I have eaten there before and found that the food is of good quality and reasonably priced. Except for the sushi, which is high no matter where you go. Need to print some recipes so I can make my own at home. Sometimes I think I should con someone into buying some sake for me to eat with this meal, but then I remember that it's best if I stay far, far away from open bottles of alcohol. I'm at a point in my life where it would be far too easy for me to become an alcoholic. Maybe when A-Kon rolls around, I'll be able to drink something again.