i hear in my mind all this music and it breaks my heart

[bustelo]

i spilled half a soda in my bag today on accident while it was raining outside and most of my stuff got wet/ruined... one of my favorite hair accessories.. my camera, which sucked anyway i guess i'll just get a new one earlier, but my cell phone was saved, money was too and little various things i dont really care about.

but my dad took me out for dinner tonight, i wanted sushi but he hates it so whatever, and then we saw the davincci codes and that was really good. eventhough i didnt read the book because i'm not as cool as the rest of the world. boo fucking hoo.

i worked today. i work tommorow. i pretty much like my job. the end.

i want a boyfriend but i dont want a boyfriend.
it's like.. when i get a turkey sandwich at the store and i pay $5 and just pick off all the cheese and lettuce and put on the free mayonaise and it's not even what they were selling.

AND I DON'T MAKE SENSE. THAT MAKES NO SENSE.

instead of indulging into my parental control fetish this morning i should have run.

on thursday it rained so bad.
but on friday this happened:



and now back to thursday

this was the sky



this was the love



this was the darkness



hahahah i love alonzo.