Secular.
WE MET HALLE BERRY TODAY!
she acted out scenes from Monster Ball.
ebony & ivory living in perfect harmony.
oh what? rachel's into a community again. stop the press.
but enough of that.
i have a mild weight in my throat like the starting of a cold
and i just thought of something it could be,
and it's gross.. it didn't go down well i'm guessing. oh ew.
umm most of my teachers this semester like me, that's cool.
i'm trying to think of pros, uhh i'm ugly a lot, that's a con.
my hair's gross, con.
i like my music, pro.
i need to find someone near me to share music with.
my body is free of most illegal chemicals, pro.
i'm trying not to think so deep about anything but physics, pro.
show at the Strand tommorow. i get to see friends of mine.
nothing fixes being lonely, i tried all the text book methods.
where's somebody in common with me? i will now resort to the flyer:
requirements:
·i don't like guys that wear girl pants
·reads music magazines or other facsinating magazines, paste, index, etc.
·is funny, and not just the "i can't make shitty jokes" funny.
·has a nice face so i don't get bored.
·isn't a dick.
·drives
·isn't 16
·isn't sketchy [this subject may vary on the topic of 'sketchy']
·can dance
·tall
·plays instruments/likes art
·quirksquirksquirks and fun games not head games.
·oh and likes me, because that's an obvious.
"Please please please
No more melodies
They lack impact, they're petty
They've been made up already
Please please please
No more maladies
I'm so tired of crying
You'd think I was a siren
But me and everybody's on the sad same team and
You can hear our sad brain screaming
Give us something familiar
Something similar
To what we know already
That will keep us steady
Steady, steady, steady, steady
Steady going nowhere
Please please please
No apologies
At best they buy you time
Until you next step out of line
Please please please
No more remedies
My method is uncertain
It's a mess but it's working
And maybe if you want to try it out
You won't like it when you're crying out
Give me something familiar
Somethin' similar
To what we know already
That will keep us steady
Steady, steady
Steady going nowhere"
*the elongation of this post shows exactly how bored and shut in i am by my mom on a friday night.