a mess..
i should be thinking about applications right now..
i should be filling out this crazy ridiculously long music scholarship that i have a nanosecond of a chance at..
i should be finish my english homework i dont understand..
i should be doing SOMETHING for college.. anything..
i'm making this too hard.
i think i'm thinking about it too much..
i just.. don't wanna get it wrong..
especially for berklee i'm really scared.. mostly.. about the audition.. but also about filling out the sheets on my musical background info.. oh yeah and on my essay.. i want it to be perfect.
i should be jogging right now.
but i'm sitting on my ass.. typing this.
i can only see my boyfriend for like 6 hours a week too because he has a massive virus and i have a massive schedule.
it's my birthday in a week and a half, why the fuck is this more fun?
my brain's gonna blow up.
i should be filling out this crazy ridiculously long music scholarship that i have a nanosecond of a chance at..
i should be finish my english homework i dont understand..
i should be doing SOMETHING for college.. anything..
i'm making this too hard.
i think i'm thinking about it too much..
i just.. don't wanna get it wrong..
especially for berklee i'm really scared.. mostly.. about the audition.. but also about filling out the sheets on my musical background info.. oh yeah and on my essay.. i want it to be perfect.
i should be jogging right now.
but i'm sitting on my ass.. typing this.
i can only see my boyfriend for like 6 hours a week too because he has a massive virus and i have a massive schedule.
it's my birthday in a week and a half, why the fuck is this more fun?
my brain's gonna blow up.