May 13, 2006 19:30
graduation may 20th. wtf?! i'm probably going to have to sell my soul to the devil/open up a brothel/deal illegally burned dvds out of my rusted mini-van to pay rent.
charlie's moving out this weekend. yay... err, i mean, sad. right, very sad indeed. (n't)
thursday night was hilariously pathetically depressingly secretly self-assuring. ran into the ghost of relationship past (aka rico suave, aka champ, aka -tohper) why is he SO FECKING dramatic about everything?! YOU'RE NOT AN ACTOR, GET OVER IT! every conversation with him is as if the world is on the verge of imminent doom and these are the last words he will ever utter. apparently his dad died, his life sucks, and he misses me. SWEET, ahem, YOU broke up with ME... let us just be reminded of this. NEWSFLASH, I'M OVER IT... guilt trips are for grandma's, save it for barbara walters. wHatEVezZz... at least i feel good at the expense of another's lack of happiness.
olivia, jeffrey, and nikki are off the ShEeeEiiZzYyy. seriously, BFF to the max.
WHAT AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE?!
i need to get a grip.