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decision day today! eeeeepp!!
days like today really make me miss aaron. it's beautiful and it smells like rain. aaron and i should be outside playing, or at least be inside and really indecisive about what we should go outside and do (which is the more likely situation). sometimes i just don't feel like finishing words... like situation, i was really tempted to just stop typing at situ- and then move onto the next word. i don't know why but recently it seems like lethargy has been a pandemic infecting every facet of my life. for example... yesterday i nearly skipped my night class because it seemed like almost too much effort to get up and walk 100 feet. so i just sat there on the lawn of old main mall for while. i ended up strolling into class 20 minutes late for absolutely no reason.
so that is me today... and yesterday... and everyday for the last couple of weeks... lethargic, migraines, stomachaches, sore muscles, poor diet or rather lack of diet altogether. i need sleep desperately, just several consecutive weeks of nights granting me deep sleep. the kind where you can't remember your dreams because you were so deeply in sleep.
my fashion is saturday. please everyone come. it's seriously going to be really cool... i'm excited for it and for it to be over with. i'm too tired to do all of this.
it's nice to see lili again. she's a crazy one, but i love her anyhow.
days like today really make me miss aaron. it's beautiful and it smells like rain. aaron and i should be outside playing, or at least be inside and really indecisive about what we should go outside and do (which is the more likely situation). sometimes i just don't feel like finishing words... like situation, i was really tempted to just stop typing at situ- and then move onto the next word. i don't know why but recently it seems like lethargy has been a pandemic infecting every facet of my life. for example... yesterday i nearly skipped my night class because it seemed like almost too much effort to get up and walk 100 feet. so i just sat there on the lawn of old main mall for while. i ended up strolling into class 20 minutes late for absolutely no reason.
so that is me today... and yesterday... and everyday for the last couple of weeks... lethargic, migraines, stomachaches, sore muscles, poor diet or rather lack of diet altogether. i need sleep desperately, just several consecutive weeks of nights granting me deep sleep. the kind where you can't remember your dreams because you were so deeply in sleep.
my fashion is saturday. please everyone come. it's seriously going to be really cool... i'm excited for it and for it to be over with. i'm too tired to do all of this.
it's nice to see lili again. she's a crazy one, but i love her anyhow.