I am sure that...
So nothing in life is a sure thing. I was sure that I was in the right major until a professor told me that I might not make it as a teacher. I was sure that God was calling me to become a teacher but now I don't know what to think. I am sure that I have no idea what I will do with my life if I don't become a teacher. I am sure that I need a break from IWU and am sure hoping that I can go home this weekend. I am sure that my life is crazy and that I don't know which direction I am going or how I am going to get to reach my goals but I am sure that the Lord will be with me every step of the way.
I know that this entry isn't making a lot of sense but there is seriously a lot of thoughts going on in my head that I can't seem to sort out. I am confused about life, love, and everything in between. I want to know what I am doing...why I am living this life? I want to find a purpose and have a meaning but right now I see my life as meaningless. I don't know what purpose I am serving. Sure I hang out with people, dress up crazy, watch chick flicks etc...but really I don't see a point to it all. I am lost and confused and just trying to see what God is trying to do through me. I want to be in love with the Lord, find my calling and go for it, fall in love with a boy, start a family, and much more but I don't know how I am getting there. Sorry for the ramblings...peace...much love...xoxo
"I Lift You High and bow down low. How high can you be? How low can I go?
You must increase, I must decrease Lord. I'll bow down and you will be adored."
I know that this entry isn't making a lot of sense but there is seriously a lot of thoughts going on in my head that I can't seem to sort out. I am confused about life, love, and everything in between. I want to know what I am doing...why I am living this life? I want to find a purpose and have a meaning but right now I see my life as meaningless. I don't know what purpose I am serving. Sure I hang out with people, dress up crazy, watch chick flicks etc...but really I don't see a point to it all. I am lost and confused and just trying to see what God is trying to do through me. I want to be in love with the Lord, find my calling and go for it, fall in love with a boy, start a family, and much more but I don't know how I am getting there. Sorry for the ramblings...peace...much love...xoxo
"I Lift You High and bow down low. How high can you be? How low can I go?
You must increase, I must decrease Lord. I'll bow down and you will be adored."