Feelin Down
Ok so it has been a tough few days. I am really ready to move back to IWU but at the same time I am not ready to leave behind my family....mostly my lil sister. She is just starting high school and I think that it will be a rough start for her. Plus, I have been really sick for the past couple of days...I have had headaches, body aches, chills, and a fever. I broke the fever in the middle of the night and was able to work today. It was a plus side for 2 reasons....one being that the mean lady Caroline wasn't working today...the second because I really need the money. When I got off of work at 3 I got a phone call from my old roomie Jillian in which she was not happy at all. She is going through a lot but I feel like there is nothing I can do or say to make her feel like it will be OK. Tonya is also going through some tough times but I feel like when I talk to her she understands what I am trying to say to her. I don't know...I mean Tonya thinks that I should be IWU's Dr. Phil but I don't know how often my advice is good. Oh well...now I am really sad because my older sister is moving out of the house. I mean she is moving into her own aptarment and stuff. Her room is so empty and the U-Haul is sooo full. This is so sad. I am going to miss her a lot. I mean I know that we fight a lot but I still love her and it is going to be hard to live without her for the next couple of weeks...she tends to keep me as sane as possible. Well, I have to pack some more stuff for her than shower and than pack my overnight back. I will be heading to Des Moines tomorrow at the butt crack of dawn. Peace...much love...xoxo