Hopeless Romantic...is it a bad thing?
Well I have decided something after watching a really cheesy (is that how you spell it?) chick flick. I realized that I watch them because in a way they give me hope. I came to the conclusion that I just really want to fall in love...not just have a massive crush on a boy who I date on and off or for a little while but it just doesn't work out...I want true head over heels love. I want someone who will always catch me when I fall, who will love me when I feel like I can't be loved or can't love myself. I want someone who will call me just to hear my voice...I want someone who won't lie to me, who won't let me win games, who will let me be myself...who will love me back and not want to change a single thing about me. I want someone who I can spend the rest of my life with. That last statement usually scares boys away but I am serious...I don't want to date just to date...I want to date to fall in love and hopefully get married which will lead to other great things. I need to find the boy for me or he needs to find me (either one will do). I want it more than I really knew. I watch chick flicks because it gives me hope that there is a special someone out there. Someone who will meet all of my requirements...who will make me happy...these characters are my glimmer of hope that there is a boy out there for me. Without these movies I think I would give up on finding true love because I would think that it didn't exist. See in my mind the people who write love stories with these amazing characters had to have been in love with someone who made them feel that way...who treated them right...who loved them back. I hope that I am not just wishing my life away but that Mr. Right is out there somewhere looking for me.