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I don't understand it, and I don't think I ever will. You think you're so cold and distant from humanity that you could never love again. Nothing can break that ice that's developed. Then you meet someone that isn't necessarily them, or could be the exact opposite of them, and it creeps up on you like the boogeyman. There you are, in a whirlwind of lust, awkwardness, and morning breath, and you notice something different about yourself. It might take you days of staring into the mirror and seeing nothing change except maybe a new blemish due to wanting to look beautiful 24 hours a day and not washing your make-up off before bed, but you see it. It's that moment of awknowledging that you're warm again... POW! Everyone else could see it, but you.
I'm personally scared because I see myself caring so much for him, but at the current moment it seems reciprocated. I've never felt this before, or if I have it's been so long that I forgot the feeling.
You never cared about me the way he does, and you'll never feel the heart that I give him, because you care too much for yourself to allow others in.
Hello Texas.
I'm personally scared because I see myself caring so much for him, but at the current moment it seems reciprocated. I've never felt this before, or if I have it's been so long that I forgot the feeling.
You never cared about me the way he does, and you'll never feel the heart that I give him, because you care too much for yourself to allow others in.
Hello Texas.