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uhmm life is okay i guess? i dunno anymore =/
im moving in like 3 and a half months ..wtf happened to it being 6 months ..time is going by way to fast ..i really dont want to move ..it sucks so much you have no idea ..i have like the most amazing friends here and i have so much going for me and i just have to drop and leave it all, and start everything over ..im going to have nothing when i move and its going to suck ..im going to be known as the new girl and its going to suck so bad ..and knowing my luck i wont have any friends and ill be like the biggest loser in school ..ugh ..oh and we got a house ..its in the middle of no where too ..wtf ..its right on the lake though and its bigger than my house now and we have our own private beach which is pretty nice ..but seriouslly i need to be around people you dont understand i hate being in places where there arnt alot of people it pisses me off ..and theres like no one around us ..theres a vinyard down the road from me ..wtf im going to be surrounded by hicks ..ugh whatever ..i got 2 and a half years there and im going straight to NYC ..i love it there<33 i already told my family once i graduate highschool im out of there ..i cant live in the middle of nowhere ..i just cant ..
anways...iv been hangin out with leia and anthony a lot lately ..its been pretty fun. uhmm well theres like no more hope for me and ant ..he doesnt like me anymore ..it sucks a lot but ill get over it i guess and were still good friends so im happy about that =]
<3 nicoleeeeeeeeee