Half done

[busride]

Lately I've been thinking and I think that I've been wanting desperately to have time to myself and push people away. Things are the way that they shouldn't be, I have no control over them. The world is overwhelming, I am leaving soon, I wish for good -- I'm not looking forward to anything. I just owe people things, I owe myself a lot of things, maybe thats where I went wrong.

I wish I had time to smoke before I had this interview.