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i wish i meant as much to you as she does. i knew it was gonna be this way. i shouldnt have gotten so close. sometimes i regret it, but it was so much fun, while it lasted. i read something today, thats why i am writting this. realtiy hit me, so its time for me to move on as well. i really never though this day would come. ya were still friends, but not like before, you were the only one that would listen and care, at least i thought you did. you always made it right. maybe part of this is my fault, my i did something wrong, maybe it was him. if it is, you've been in my position, you know how i feel. i feel dumb that i am the only one here that is sad but i cant help but think that im losing my best friend.