AARRRGGG..
This day has probably been one of the worst days ever :( and it seems as though my future months will not be so bright...Aarg! What have I gotten myself into? I really can't handle all of this shit anymore, why can't i just get a tiny break or some time to not worry? What is it all for anyway? Who knows, but i just wanna close my eyes and try to push through it in the dark...who cares what is on the other side, as long as I get through.