Almost.
Dead on:
I wanted to write again. But I felt that I talk too much about this. And besides, this is all best kept for my own personal written journal; what I want to say. So instead, I'm posting the videos to songs that have been stuck in my head for the longest time. Not so much James Blunt...though some lyrics resonate to me.
I'm just not in a chipper mood I guess.
"I can't focus, when I'm near you. Do you notice me at all?"
I wish I had the strength to tell you. I wish I was ok with accepting the resulting rejection. I promised myself I wouldn't become like this - I told others I wouldn't, I guess I'm still no good at keeping promises to myself.
It's been more than 2 years since I've ever thought I could feel like this again. It's been several years since it's ever been this dramatic.
C.