Mar 20, 2007 23:02
I'm so sick of immature people. I hate how everyone thinks that they can take their negative bullshit problems out on me. I don't see what I do with my life (or rather don't do) that bothers people so much. Fucking get over it. I'm not going to take your shit. I don't like.. and won't be walked on. People confuse my avoidance of drama by thinking i'm a pushover. Nope. Just really don't care that much about petty bull. I would rather exercise my brain on something other than having to justify actions in a witty retort. I'm not a politician. I have no use for this skill.
I don't understand how someone could actively allow themself to be dependent. If i were to lose someone close to me.. like a parent.. i could still continue with my school career. Whereas many people i know don't even have a job. They get a stipend from their parents. Fucking pathetic. I would feel horrible bleeding my family dry so that i could spend all my time on "school work". Right.. or i take more classes than them and work and do community service and have a boyfriend. I am a young ADULT. Not a child. I haven't been since i was 16. I know what happens when you don't work.. you can't pay for life. These people will get a very rude awakening when their done with their 6 years at a 4 year college and find themselves having to actually get out of bed every MORNING and work.
I'm so sick of being bitched at and accused of being something I'm not. And this time i'm not going to bother trying to reconcile. I don't care. I really would be better off not having to deal with pretending not to be appauled at the stupidity that comes out of their mouth. I just want to scream.. we're not in High School anymore and everything that you are saying does not matter. You are a waste of space so either raise your intelligence or quit now.
I am pretty stressed about this whole community service thing. It's gonna be tough to catch up. I have gotten only 20% of my hours done with 50% of the semester done. Ahhhhh! I am definatly going to have to continue my service past the semester.
I really hope that me and my man go to Germany this summer. I really need to get away. I have been working myself so hard and i feel like all the stresses of life are getting to me. If we do go.. we're going all around Europe. I really want to see Paris.. because all i've ever seen of France is the rural part near Rheinland-Pfalz and that's really nothing special.
Alright I'm going to bed. I have WORK in the a.m.