i am in love.. with music!
I seriously need to go to some concerts. I am listening to the new ams and i'm in such a good mood. Even though I'm all congested. I want to do a study on the correlation between music and mood. Because there are always stories on the news about teens committing suicide with particular songs on repeat. Now I don't think the songs caused them to do this.. but i wonder if the mood set by such music made the person feel like.. more comfortable about it. Comfortable isn't the right word.. like they weren't alone.. or like they are doing something beautiful. Sick.. yes.. but maybe in the mind of a depressed person this seems rational. Much like non-depressed people put on Christmas music to get in the spirit while decorating the tree.. depressed people put on their music of choice to get in the mood to end their lives.
Weak for lack of oxygen
Strangled by the thought
Promise you'll remember when I'm gone
Sleep is mostly optional
Trace lines around my heart
Steal the only breath from my lungs
But if I had your faith
I'd be fearless
But until that day
I'm envious
But if you're awake
Tell me it's safe
If you ask me to stay
Then I'll stay
Don't leave me here when I'm bleeding
When I'm fading but I'm true
It's tempting to stop everything
When I'm pouring out to you
So take everything, take it all from me
Because all I want is you
I just got a syllabus and assignment from my community psych course.. and it says that i need to commit 5 hours a week to volunteering with the needy.. I'm very excited about this. I think this will be a very good experience. Even though I probably wont get to work as much. Whatever.. I'm working toward my career rather then counting other peoples' money. Not worth it so much.
Okay I'm going to attempt to sleep or something.. Probably something. Okay ciao fuckers!!!!!!!!!