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[bush_fanatic]

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i feel so unconnected. what i once loved and was a part of i have just slowly lost interest. it sucks. i want to get back involved. i get all these emails saying what they're doing and how its so much fun and i just look on. =/
whats wrong with me
i havent been myself lately
people have told me to smile but it just seems impossible