My Love/Hate Relationship with Facebook.
So... the more I surf facebook the more I realize how much I hate it. All it seems to do is remind me how much I want some of the things that my friends have. It just pisses me off, because I am trying to enjoy what I have - so many things, and its so hard when I am watching so many friends move on with their lives... the thing I want most.
Fuck you guys, I just want to enjoy myself without the peer pressure weighing in on it.
UGH.
I'm honestly wondering if maybe quitting facebook - or at least telling it somewhere that I don't want to see updates from certain people that I am friends with but don't want to be taunted by - is a good idea.
Because I want to enjoy going out, having friends, and doing things I want to do without being reminded that I am just teasing myself because the big goals are a year, two, or five off still.
Five years is a long ass time... honestly.
It seems stupid... but it's all I do these days. I wish I could work 60 hours a week without my boss being angry because I would. I'm bored silly on Saturdays anyway...
Jason is finishing up my dress for King Richard's... pictures on facebook soon (or email if you ask).
Other goings on:
SAT Sept 25: Big E with Jason, Lindsay, Andre, and maybe Liz?
SAT Oct 8: King Richard's Faire with... a bunch of people?!!? Still figuring it out!
SUN Oct 31: Patriots Game at Gillette against the Vikings! PSYCHED.
So... ugh. I'm all over the place.
Fuck you guys, I just want to enjoy myself without the peer pressure weighing in on it.
UGH.
I'm honestly wondering if maybe quitting facebook - or at least telling it somewhere that I don't want to see updates from certain people that I am friends with but don't want to be taunted by - is a good idea.
Because I want to enjoy going out, having friends, and doing things I want to do without being reminded that I am just teasing myself because the big goals are a year, two, or five off still.
Five years is a long ass time... honestly.
It seems stupid... but it's all I do these days. I wish I could work 60 hours a week without my boss being angry because I would. I'm bored silly on Saturdays anyway...
Jason is finishing up my dress for King Richard's... pictures on facebook soon (or email if you ask).
Other goings on:
SAT Sept 25: Big E with Jason, Lindsay, Andre, and maybe Liz?
SAT Oct 8: King Richard's Faire with... a bunch of people?!!? Still figuring it out!
SUN Oct 31: Patriots Game at Gillette against the Vikings! PSYCHED.
So... ugh. I'm all over the place.