Sep 08, 2004 20:50
OMG
I really think I'm goin crazy
I mean really need to be in a mental institution
since I've been in college I haven't been acting myself I'm always on the run
always doin somethin that doesn't make sense
I mean what the fuck is goin on here
whom am I trying to really impress
whom is this person that I am now
some piece of shit that doesn't make sense
I'm not being loyal
I'm not bein the humble
son of a bitch that I used to be
I'm losin every sense of mobility that I use to have
I mean the girl that I used to love , that i still love has gone insane
and really I have no idea what's wrong with her and I don't have no idea what to do
I'm losin it
My bro, Bob i haven't been in contact with him since the beginning of 11th grade I mean off and on we talk but now I'm in college
what the fuck is that
what is goin on here
Am i growing up?
or is my balls actually to big for my fuckin head
shit
shit
shit