Apr 28, 2008 23:58
I can't stop listening to Iron and Wine's song The Trapeze Swinger.
I've been feeling nostalgic for a lot of things lately. This year has been crazy. So many changes. I really weeded out the people in my life who weren't there for me and found the ones that were.
Also, I have no desire to go home for the summer at all. I want to stay in my little closet dorm room forever.
Honestly, I'm afraid to go home. There aren't many people that I've kept in contact with this year (from high school) and most of the closest people I have are staying at their respective places. I've rarely gone home and I spent most of my breaks in East Lansing or at Jon's parents in Chicago. I hate being lonely and I've been feeling that way a lot this semester ever since Jon moved back to Chicago and since Elise left to go study abroad in Korea.
However, I would rather be by myself in EL than in Ply/Can. It's really isolating to me.
I need a job before Parks starts.
sjfjsfj oh well. I just want finals to be over!
Jon is moving back to Lansing as soon as he can find a job and I'm going to Chicago this weekend with Mark and Mandi! I want to go to Chicago a lot this summer so you should come with me!