Long needed update
So it's been quite awhile since I have posted anything on this
This passed year has carried its ups and downs by far
Heather and I are no longer friends
I had enough of her crap and finally flipped out on her one night back in december
Started hangin out with Taylor from then on
the rest of junior year was alright nothing that bad happened
Then oh wonderful summer came
Summer was wild this year
Partied non stop all summer long every chance I got
worked at weeki wachee all summer
made new friends and lost them
Taylor had more boyfriends and girlfriends this summer then I have had in my life
that brought a lot of drama unneeded
I fought 2 boys at my house who fucked with my friends LOL
had my first 2 keg parties this summer
got betrayed from a friend of mine for years
Courtney Cloonan decided to fuck around with Cj then talk shit about me behind my back thinking it wouldnt get back to me after she was called out on it and lied to me
Your a stupid whore and I should of kicked the shit out of you in the 7th grade.
Cj caught the wrath of me as well being that we were talking when he did so
Senior year started
Wow what can I say
It feels good to be a senior only because I hopefully have only a few more months left in this fucking piece of shit town
I take college classes tuesday and thursdays with my best friend Joeseph Price
I love that kid more then anyone else in this world
Taylor and my friendship started dwindling because I couldn't really take that drama and her being an attention whore any longer, we are pretty big bitches to eachother but are still BFFL?
anyways about a month ago i was in a car accident with her
Her rents went out of town and she ahd to stay at my house
she wants to stay out that friday night even tho i told her i had a bad feeling about it she whined and complained until she got her way
around 3 o'clock in the mroing she crashes into a parked car and totaled her car
i got the shit kicked out of me
I was in the hospital all saturday
had to have a caphider, catscans, IVs blood tests X-rays.
I walked away with some wicked bruises on my stomach and a bruised rib and concusion
3 days later i come down with a wicked ass fever 103 degrees
I had that fever for about 4 or 5 days and thank god it finally broke
I have never been that sick in my entire life
After teh accident I just can't really seem to get a long with Taylor
I`m not mean to her but I would much rather not talk to her because of all the drama she brings because she overexagerates about ebvertyhing, talking shit about everyone leading me to believe she talks shit about me as well, and fucks with peopels hearts way to much. She dates people for 2 days and gets all weird on them and tosses them to the side because she got what she wanted and moves on to the next person.
To me that is completely fucked up but its everyones fault but hers and will defend herself to her grave
My dads bestfriend passed away a month or 2 ago on the golf course with my dad
He had a massive heartattack while they were playing golf
My dad had to do CPR for 40 minutes until the medics came
unfortunatly he didnt make it
He was a wreck it was one of the hardest things for me to watch / deal with ever
anyways moving along from my life for the passed year
I am totally and completely done with people in this town
I don not trust a single soul here
I have the biggest heart out of anyone here and will do anything for anyone of my so called friends but everybody just manages to stab me straight in the back.
Friendship is one of the most important things to me and I take everything to heart
Don't fuck me over and I wont grow my horns
You fuck with me I will fuck you harder
I hate drama i would much rather not deal wtih it
If you don't want to be my friend fine i dont care save me the time and just tell me straigh up
I do it so why can't everyone else be straigh foward
I do not care about anybody anymore
Fuck all of you and every single one of you know who you are
I hopefully will be attending UCF and moving to Orlando
If i don't get in I'm moving back to NJ
I cant wait most people would be scared but I'm not
I know for a fact I will not fail in life
I will be successful in anything I do because I have the motivation to do so
So i can laugh at all youf ucking assholes that have wasted my time when I have everything a person could ever need
I have real friends, true love, be with my family, and enough money to wipe my ass with
I'm not scared for the future anymore because there is no room for failure in it at all
I have a good head on my shoulders and am one of the smartest chicks
I don't want to sound concieted but I know I am
So to sum this all up
FUCK YOU ALL!
Fuck you fake people
Fuck you shit talkers
Fuck you assholes who think they are slick and think I buy the lies they tell me
Fuck you all who think I will fail in life
and most importantly Fuck You Spring Hill!
This passed year has carried its ups and downs by far
Heather and I are no longer friends
I had enough of her crap and finally flipped out on her one night back in december
Started hangin out with Taylor from then on
the rest of junior year was alright nothing that bad happened
Then oh wonderful summer came
Summer was wild this year
Partied non stop all summer long every chance I got
worked at weeki wachee all summer
made new friends and lost them
Taylor had more boyfriends and girlfriends this summer then I have had in my life
that brought a lot of drama unneeded
I fought 2 boys at my house who fucked with my friends LOL
had my first 2 keg parties this summer
got betrayed from a friend of mine for years
Courtney Cloonan decided to fuck around with Cj then talk shit about me behind my back thinking it wouldnt get back to me after she was called out on it and lied to me
Your a stupid whore and I should of kicked the shit out of you in the 7th grade.
Cj caught the wrath of me as well being that we were talking when he did so
Senior year started
Wow what can I say
It feels good to be a senior only because I hopefully have only a few more months left in this fucking piece of shit town
I take college classes tuesday and thursdays with my best friend Joeseph Price
I love that kid more then anyone else in this world
Taylor and my friendship started dwindling because I couldn't really take that drama and her being an attention whore any longer, we are pretty big bitches to eachother but are still BFFL?
anyways about a month ago i was in a car accident with her
Her rents went out of town and she ahd to stay at my house
she wants to stay out that friday night even tho i told her i had a bad feeling about it she whined and complained until she got her way
around 3 o'clock in the mroing she crashes into a parked car and totaled her car
i got the shit kicked out of me
I was in the hospital all saturday
had to have a caphider, catscans, IVs blood tests X-rays.
I walked away with some wicked bruises on my stomach and a bruised rib and concusion
3 days later i come down with a wicked ass fever 103 degrees
I had that fever for about 4 or 5 days and thank god it finally broke
I have never been that sick in my entire life
After teh accident I just can't really seem to get a long with Taylor
I`m not mean to her but I would much rather not talk to her because of all the drama she brings because she overexagerates about ebvertyhing, talking shit about everyone leading me to believe she talks shit about me as well, and fucks with peopels hearts way to much. She dates people for 2 days and gets all weird on them and tosses them to the side because she got what she wanted and moves on to the next person.
To me that is completely fucked up but its everyones fault but hers and will defend herself to her grave
My dads bestfriend passed away a month or 2 ago on the golf course with my dad
He had a massive heartattack while they were playing golf
My dad had to do CPR for 40 minutes until the medics came
unfortunatly he didnt make it
He was a wreck it was one of the hardest things for me to watch / deal with ever
anyways moving along from my life for the passed year
I am totally and completely done with people in this town
I don not trust a single soul here
I have the biggest heart out of anyone here and will do anything for anyone of my so called friends but everybody just manages to stab me straight in the back.
Friendship is one of the most important things to me and I take everything to heart
Don't fuck me over and I wont grow my horns
You fuck with me I will fuck you harder
I hate drama i would much rather not deal wtih it
If you don't want to be my friend fine i dont care save me the time and just tell me straigh up
I do it so why can't everyone else be straigh foward
I do not care about anybody anymore
Fuck all of you and every single one of you know who you are
I hopefully will be attending UCF and moving to Orlando
If i don't get in I'm moving back to NJ
I cant wait most people would be scared but I'm not
I know for a fact I will not fail in life
I will be successful in anything I do because I have the motivation to do so
So i can laugh at all youf ucking assholes that have wasted my time when I have everything a person could ever need
I have real friends, true love, be with my family, and enough money to wipe my ass with
I'm not scared for the future anymore because there is no room for failure in it at all
I have a good head on my shoulders and am one of the smartest chicks
I don't want to sound concieted but I know I am
So to sum this all up
FUCK YOU ALL!
Fuck you fake people
Fuck you shit talkers
Fuck you assholes who think they are slick and think I buy the lies they tell me
Fuck you all who think I will fail in life
and most importantly Fuck You Spring Hill!