happy early bday julie-bean
im feeling better. i was supposed to go to the doc today, but well, that got screwed up.. because...
last night while i was busy getting my beauty sleep, my phone started ringing.. i looked at it and it said "Jesi" (my cousin) and i didnt answer it, cause i was tired. and she has called me in the middle of the night before, just for fun.. so i didnt answer. anyways, it wasnt her, it was her mom lisa (my dads cousin/my moms best friend) and she said "hey sam, its lisa, have your mom call me as soon as you get this" and i really didnt think anything of it (i thought she was drunk or something) so i put it on silent, and then it kept ringing and ringing, so i got up to go to my moms room, but the light was on, so i figured she got it. anyways i went back to sleep and then my mom comes in and tells me that its 2 am, and my grandpa (on my dads side) just got rushed to md anderson and that he was sick and they dunno if he was gonna make it through the night so her and my dad were going up there. (or so she said, i dont really remember, i just rolled over and went to sleep) but in the morning my mo called and woke me up and i had to get ready and get my bro and sister up and my grandma took us to school. i tried calling my mom all day but her phone was off.
i just talked to her awhile ago, and apparently he got really sick last night. and he's in icu on life support. they're running tests to see if its an infection, and if so they're going to give him some antibiotics, and if its not.. that means the cancer is just eating at him (he has cancer everywhere) and they're going to take himoff life support tomorrow.
tomorrow just happens to be my little sister's 7th birthday.
so, incase i dont update tomorrow, happy birthday Jules.
im upset, but not like if it were my Pop (my moms dad) because im not really close to him, and as long as ive known him, he's been a grouch. and he's been mean to my dad in the past. but still, i dont want him to die. but then again, his cancer has spread to his whole body, and i mean.. it's like any day he could just go to sleep and not wake up.. so maybe it'd be better if he was in another place. i dunno, i guess we'll see tomorrow.
my mom hasnt slept till like 2 am.. i feel bad.
last night while i was busy getting my beauty sleep, my phone started ringing.. i looked at it and it said "Jesi" (my cousin) and i didnt answer it, cause i was tired. and she has called me in the middle of the night before, just for fun.. so i didnt answer. anyways, it wasnt her, it was her mom lisa (my dads cousin/my moms best friend) and she said "hey sam, its lisa, have your mom call me as soon as you get this" and i really didnt think anything of it (i thought she was drunk or something) so i put it on silent, and then it kept ringing and ringing, so i got up to go to my moms room, but the light was on, so i figured she got it. anyways i went back to sleep and then my mom comes in and tells me that its 2 am, and my grandpa (on my dads side) just got rushed to md anderson and that he was sick and they dunno if he was gonna make it through the night so her and my dad were going up there. (or so she said, i dont really remember, i just rolled over and went to sleep) but in the morning my mo called and woke me up and i had to get ready and get my bro and sister up and my grandma took us to school. i tried calling my mom all day but her phone was off.
i just talked to her awhile ago, and apparently he got really sick last night. and he's in icu on life support. they're running tests to see if its an infection, and if so they're going to give him some antibiotics, and if its not.. that means the cancer is just eating at him (he has cancer everywhere) and they're going to take himoff life support tomorrow.
tomorrow just happens to be my little sister's 7th birthday.
so, incase i dont update tomorrow, happy birthday Jules.
im upset, but not like if it were my Pop (my moms dad) because im not really close to him, and as long as ive known him, he's been a grouch. and he's been mean to my dad in the past. but still, i dont want him to die. but then again, his cancer has spread to his whole body, and i mean.. it's like any day he could just go to sleep and not wake up.. so maybe it'd be better if he was in another place. i dunno, i guess we'll see tomorrow.
my mom hasnt slept till like 2 am.. i feel bad.