everything changes <3*
Its' so weird how in a instant; things can change. Me and Crystal were talking last night about how much everything and everyone has changed. I really do miss they way things use to be especially with certain people.
I miss all the good times i use to have a shannon harris's house, that was a good time. & i really miss all those times at Rachel's. I was the most happiest then i think. i had amazing friends [well i still do] an amazing party life & and an amazing boyfriend/best friend who i really did care about [lost that one] but yu know, i guess everything happens for a reason even though sometimes i wish it never did. But i guess sometimes you gotta take what life gives you.
I sometimes hate remembering good times with them people because then i can never get them/him outta my head because things use to be good and i just really start to miss it.
kayyyy new subject. UH. i really wanna fall in love. yes i know everyone is like well your young you have time well why can't it be now. It seems that all my friends have someone or are in love; happily. In a sense.. im really scared to fall in love or let ne one in, when you've been hurt so many times its hard to trust and open up even when you really want to. But i guess you gotta take your chances of getting hurt. I think.. recently well a while ago. i think i was falling in love. this person could brighten up my day without even really doing nething. i wanted to spend almost all my time with him, he was never off my mind., i just loved being in his arms and he made me feel different better than anyone has ever & blah blah blah. but i guess something must change in order for even better things to happen. better like there not gunna leave you for someone else, and only like you and not randomly develop feeling for one of their friends...
ok. yes i am over you. but sometimes i just wish we could at least be best friends again.
<3*
I miss all the good times i use to have a shannon harris's house, that was a good time. & i really miss all those times at Rachel's. I was the most happiest then i think. i had amazing friends [well i still do] an amazing party life & and an amazing boyfriend/best friend who i really did care about [lost that one] but yu know, i guess everything happens for a reason even though sometimes i wish it never did. But i guess sometimes you gotta take what life gives you.
I sometimes hate remembering good times with them people because then i can never get them/him outta my head because things use to be good and i just really start to miss it.
kayyyy new subject. UH. i really wanna fall in love. yes i know everyone is like well your young you have time well why can't it be now. It seems that all my friends have someone or are in love; happily. In a sense.. im really scared to fall in love or let ne one in, when you've been hurt so many times its hard to trust and open up even when you really want to. But i guess you gotta take your chances of getting hurt. I think.. recently well a while ago. i think i was falling in love. this person could brighten up my day without even really doing nething. i wanted to spend almost all my time with him, he was never off my mind., i just loved being in his arms and he made me feel different better than anyone has ever & blah blah blah. but i guess something must change in order for even better things to happen. better like there not gunna leave you for someone else, and only like you and not randomly develop feeling for one of their friends...
ok. yes i am over you. but sometimes i just wish we could at least be best friends again.
<3*