_"the last of 2003" stolen from
scratchxmexout 1. What did you do in 2003 that you`d never done before? applied to college, skipped classes, performed in front of hundreds of people
2. Did you keep your New Year`s resolutions? will you make more for next year? i make the same one every year: try and write more music, try and start a band. i never keep it. i doubt i'm making any for this year.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? no, which is a good thing.
4. Did anyone close to you die? no, thank god.
5. What countries did you visit? none. i've never been out of the country.
6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003? i'd like to finally break free from everything that's holding me back. since i'm going to college this fall.. i think i finally will. i would like to finally achieve my own happiness without it being taken away.
7. What date(s) from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory. why? i forget the dates, but uh.. the jo dee messina concert, when i got to perform with the show choir in front of hundreds and hundreds of people. the student performance of west side story, a certain beautiful night with rick. hee.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? being on stage in front of hundreds of people. being in a musical.
9. What was your biggest failure? falling back into a bad habit that resulted in a few more scars. but i think i'm really done with it now.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? i had a horrible cough/cold a few times.. my brother almost broke my finger.. uh.. i'm sure there's more.
11. What was the best thing you bought? the new blink 182 cd
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? all of my friends for being the totally awesome, amazing people they are always.
13. Whose behavior made you appalled; depressed? my mothers
14. Where did most of your money go? movies, random stuff during the "holdiay season", clothes
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? knowing that it was the start of my final year of high school, performing multiple times, musical
16. What song(s) will always remind you of 2003? hey ya by outkast, milkshake by kelis,
17. Compared to this time last year, are you wiser? i think so. i've grown up a lot. healthier? yes. mentally speaking. Richer? hells no
18. What do you wish you`d done more of?spending time with rick
19. What do you wish you`d done less of? crying
20. How will you be spending Christmas? already spent it. it wasn't fun.. except for when rick came and made it better.
21. Did you fall in love in 2003? no.. i fell in love in 2002.. but i stayed in love.. so i guess that calls for a yay
22. How many one-night stands? none. i've been with the same guy for a while.
23. What was your favorite TV program? uh.. dunno.
24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn`t hate this time last year? my mom. i never truly hated her before.. now i do.
25. What was the best book you read? "the pact" by jodi picoult
26. What was your greatest musical discovery? taking back sunday
27. What did you want/get? i wanted to feel like i belonged, and feel accepted. i've finally found people in my life who make me feel want4ed.
28. What did you want, but not get? a band. *sigh*
29. What was your favorite film of this year? kill bill!!
30. What did you do on your birthday; how old were you? turned 17. had west side story rehearsal. the whole cast sang happy birthday to me and made me feel special. hee. took a nap with rick on my couch. got taco bell. went to easton and saw darkness falls with rick. bought new eyebrow rings.
31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003? my "fashion" really hasn't changed. i think i had kewler t-shirts tho.. haha.
32. What kept you sane? music, my friends, mostly rick
33. Who did you miss? dori, jess, elise
34. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003. don't ever hold back. on anything. you'll never know what you may be missing out on.
35. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year. "i want to believe that i can do this on my own without my heart on my sleeve".