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i can't imagine all the people that you know. and the places that you go. when the lights are turned down low. and i don't understand all the things you've seen. but i'm slipping inbetween. you and your big dreams. it's always you. in my big dreams. and you tell me that it's over. wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clover. and your restless. and i'm naked. you've gotta get out. you can't stand to see me shaking. no. could you let me go. i don't think so.
and you don't wanna be here in the future. so you say the present's just a pleasant interruption to the past. and you don't wanna look much closer. cuz you're afraid to find out all this hope. you had sent into the sky by now had crashed. and it did. because of me.
and then you bring me home. afraid to find out that you're alone. and i'm sleeping in your living room. we don't have much room to live.
i had these dreams that i learned to play guitar. maybe cross the country. become a rock star. and there was hope in me that i could take you there. but dammit. you're so young. well. i don't think i care. and if i hurt you. then i'm sorry. please don't think that this was easy.
then you bring me home. cuz we both know what it's like to be alone. and i'm dreaming in your living room. we don't have much room to live.
and konstantine is walking down the stairs. doesn't she look good. standing in her underwear. and i was thinking. what i was thinking. we've been drinking. and it doesn't get me anywhere. my konstantine came walking down the stairs. and all that i could do is touch her long blonde hair. and i've been thinking. it hurts me thinking that these nights. when we were drinking. no. they never got us anywhere. no.
this is because i can spell konfusion with a k. and like it. it's to dying in another's arms. and why i had to try it. it's to jimmy eat world. and those nights in my car. when the first star you see may not be a star. IM NOT YOUR STAR. isn't that what you said. what you thought this song. and if this is what it takes. just to lie in my mistakes. and live with what i did to you. and all the hell i put you through. i always catch the clock. it's 11:11. and now you want to talk. it's not hard to dream. you'll always be my konstantine. konstantine, they'll never hurt you like i do. no. they'll never hurt you like i do.
this is to a girl who got into my head. with all the pretty things she did. hey. you know. you keep me up in bed. this is to a girl who got into my head. with all the fucked up things i did. hey. maybe. baby. you could keep me up in bed. my konstantine. spin me around like a dream we played out on this movie screen. and i said. did you know i missed you. oh god. i miss you.
and then you bring me home. and we'll go to sleep. but this time. not alone. and you'll kiss me in your living room. i know. you'll miss me in your living room. cuz these nights i think maybe that i'll miss you in my living room. we don't have much room. i said does anybody need that room. because we all need a little more room. to live.
my konstantine.
-something corporate