thinking

[bury_the_tears]

why should this be the end.
neither of us want it to be
im not going to just quit
i am NOT someone who will just give up
i am going to try and change things about myself
but only if he will. i won't let this be one
sided anymore. i won't let him feel alone anymore.
i'll be everything i can for him.

maybe i'm totally stupid for this. but i am not
ready to let this go. i am not ready for it to
be the end. neither of us are. and i could possibly
change for the better.

i just don't want to be miserable. and i'm miserable
without him. and he is miserable without me. so why
the hell aren't we together.

and if we fall apart again.. we fall apart again.
but it won't be because we just quit. which is honestly
what we did. and i am not a quitter.