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well its funny how in the last entry i said i got u and this one it will be about how i lost u but u meant the world to me and u did put me through A LOT of shit in the past but it shows i would go through hell for u and not a thing has changed i would come back but thats it i cant anymore this is the end i got everything i ever wished for with u well not everything i got half of it i got the kiss i got the chance to say u were mine and i held your hand and it was the greatest feeling but what i didnt get is to just hangout and do nothing but watch tv or juss take a nap with u or hold u i never got the chance to hold u u juss told me before we went out that we were just acquaintances and not bestfriends anymore and that we broke up in the past for a reason well thats true i couldnt say anything back u killed me with that one but u know it doesnt change a thing i still love u and i would still go through hell for u but i dont think that will bring u back infact i dont think anything will ur gone and this time for good i was warned about u that u would break my heart and well i guess it was true but i didnt want to believe it the good part though u did it for all the good reasons maybe thats y im not totally dead u did the right thing but we couldve saved us all this trouble if it wasnt for me it was my fault i shouldnt of opened my mouth u couldve been happy instead i brought more drama and im sorry this is the end and i have accepted it now i will be crushed for now but in the end it will help me this tought me to look at the better things in love all i can say now is good luck and stay happy and that no matter what whether as a sister or a girlfriend i will love u krystal sanchez