Aug 19, 2003 21:33
well ok i found out that i might have to babysit tommorow on my own damn birth day but whatever u know its not like i had plans or anything so i will babysit on my b-day::sarcasm:: yeah right bullshit im so pissed dude u dont even know but whatever u know a bday is juss like any other day of the week right but i atleast wanted to go out and hang out with friends or something but i cant even get that on my own birth day i mean i dont know it doesnt sound too messed up i guess so im juss going to be a bum but yeah i have been lagging it with my lj but thats becasue i have been a lil busy and damn the band is going through like a drought of having no shows but hey maybe we needed the break u know to meet some more people and juss network a lil bit more u know what i mean but yeah i think this will be my crappiest birth day ever well hey atleast it cant get worse like i find out my gf is cheating on me thats good because i dont have a gf so yeah my relationship life has kinda sucked too but hasnt it allways lol i guess thats partly my fault though lol but yeah i dont know when im babysitting tommorow im probably going to try to take them skating thats if it isnt raining cuz i mean atleast i get to do something i enjoy and im looking forward to the double pay for babysitting on my bday but yeah i dont feel too loved right now so could someone please show me some love it help a lil bit thank you everyone for listening to my bitching again u guys are the greatest lol bye luv ya