truly unfathomable...
i am in a terrible mood.
i hate being in a bad mood.
shitty mood, shitty day, shitty life.
i cant wait to go to maine to get away from it all.
i want to move to maine so bad...live with me father, live with my uncle, who cares, just not here. its times like these when i feel like i am going to.
i was going to move to maine last summer, but somthing stopped me, im not sure what it was, but i decided against moving. now im thinking i should.
every night i am left sitting here or lying in bed with nothing...nothing but a head full of thoughts, cluttering my mind with horrible thoughts of my horrible days. it seems i am never thinking on the bright side, i wish i could, but i just cant.
i just cant take it anymore, this horrible feeling of emptiness.
i hate being in a bad mood.
shitty mood, shitty day, shitty life.
i cant wait to go to maine to get away from it all.
i want to move to maine so bad...live with me father, live with my uncle, who cares, just not here. its times like these when i feel like i am going to.
i was going to move to maine last summer, but somthing stopped me, im not sure what it was, but i decided against moving. now im thinking i should.
every night i am left sitting here or lying in bed with nothing...nothing but a head full of thoughts, cluttering my mind with horrible thoughts of my horrible days. it seems i am never thinking on the bright side, i wish i could, but i just cant.
i just cant take it anymore, this horrible feeling of emptiness.