and i havent even been drinking

[burtonvi]

You never know what you have
Until you get it yanked out of your chest
Well that's it
I'm walking to the water
I'm standing on the bank
I'm staring at my reflection
Oh my god, I look pathetic tonight
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I don't want you to come round here no more
I beg you for mercy
You don't know how strong my weakness is
or how much it hurts me
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I get drunk in the morning
I dont look for afternoons
I dont care if tommorow never comes
I been pushed and kicked around
it seems my whole life
Now I'm tired Lord
I'm so damm tired inside.
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Can't drink you off my mind
So I'll see you when I'm sober
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I'd buy you lemonade right now
if you were here
then I'd throw it in your face
And I'd listen to you cry
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A better slumber was in your arms,
spent tangled up in you.
A sudden morning crashed in the room,
with an uninvited sudden change in you,
what can I say?
Wheres that girl from last night?
who slept on that side,
and looks just like you do?
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