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I am trying to understand something. Why is it that people seem to avoid hanging out with me at all costs? The last time that anyone called me to do something with a large group of people since first term. I know it sounds like just depressed rantings, but I'm really starting to think that I don't have any friends. At college, that is. I just want to know why - I don't smell bad, and if I was that annoying I think someone would have told me by now. Someone will probably say "because I'm so egotistical" but that will be a person who has not met your typical Lawrence student. I've been feeling this way for quite a while, so someone tell me before I do something rash - is there a reason why people don't like me? Am I just being overly self-pitying? Is there something I can do about it?
Please.
Please.