I don't know how much more of this I can handle...
I'm breaking apart inside...my insides are being torn apart and I'm sick of it...I don't want to cry anymore...but it seems like I always am...and he just keeps making it worse...if not starting it...why does he keep doing this to me...? I understand that he misses me...but why does he have to treat me like shit...? I'm gunna go cry myself to sleep now...as if anyone cares...I highly doubt he does...