Aug 19, 2005 22:42
So I've been in a really wierd mood lately. I think it's everything that's off. I'm just in this wierd limbo. I leave in a week and I'm about to go back to a whole other life that's completely different from this one. So many things have changed and happened this summer that I'm definitely not going back the same girl. But I came home changed and I think(hope) I'm changing for the better. Lately over the past year and college and all the shit, I've done a lot of crazy life thinking. And my perspective on so many things has changed. I seriously feel like a more open-minded person and I definitely have a clearer sense of what I want and what is important to me and worth fighting for. Most importantly I know what I want and how I want others to treat me and nothing and no-one is going to make me sacrifice that ever again! I am taking a stand agianst all things and people that will make me unhappy!!!