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So I have quit smoking . I am also going to try to stop smoking cigarettes, but the odds of me following through on that are low. I got into some huge fight with jill today. When I look at the different people I am friends with, I realize that some people crave drama. I have never had a real fight with with Brett or lacey. Brett has school and work, and has not been able to come down to visit me since I have moved down here. Im not pissed, I could care less. Even though we havent seen eachother as much as we used to, we arent any less friends because of it. Moving away from home has been a huge adjustment, and I have come home almost every weekend. I have a lot of friends in mokena and frankfort, and I am trying my best to keep in touch with everyone. Im coming back for the summer obviously. Im going to try to work at dennys again. Meanwhile, I am working on getting an internship and doing well in school. When I come home, I want to see everyone that I can. Jacquie has come down more than anybody. Mike has come down4 or 5 times, and he has a schedual that is just as busy as mine. I went to new york. I Got grifted. I went to newark and I got mugged. I have had the worst weekend of my life. Im out almost 500 dollars, I didnt get to go to the press conference. The Duel Gunnz show is getting pushed back so itcan be on a weekend, but the good news on that is that there will be a much bigger headliner band. The show could of been may ninth, but it would of had to have been at the logan square auditorium. I really wnat it to be at the bottom lounge and so does chris. Everyone knows where the bottom lounge is, and its the perfect size for the event. Im mega excited about doing more in the band area, but I have to wait a while so I can make sure my grades are keeping steady. I realize that no one reads this journal anymore, but It feels good to write down my thoughts and vent. This summer My family and jacquie are going to hawaii. I am so excited about it, you have no idea. Ten days in maui, relaxing onthe beach and scuba diving. It is going to be so awesome.