Nov 13, 2005 21:01
So as I sit here realizing that maybe I should try and study for the test that I already failed in the off chance that my teacher will let me retake it, I wonder what the point in studying is? After already failing, I feel like all hope is lost and that the point of everything is lost.... I just want to be able to work and save and have everything I have ever wanted without any of the stress. Im so sick of this stress of this life, I cant wait till its all over and I can go on and do whatever it is I want to do. But how long is it actually going to take me to get to that point in my life? Right now it seems to be an eternity.