Oct 27, 2005 13:41
Yelp... i still hate it here, I think I hate it more. Someone remind me why am I here again? I really want to just go back to last year, or wish college never even happened. I am so mad and angry right now its not even fun. But its all okay cause its my problem. And theres no way to fix it. Except of course to run away from my problems. Afterall thats what I always do right??? Its not such a bad fix is it? At least it makes me feel better. And honestly what more could I want. Omg do i hate this f'in place. I talked to Jessica last night, I miss her more then ever. I really wish i could see her more, Jen too. I miss all my friends. I miss the things we would all do. I miss bowling to all hours of the night and just having a good time without having to get drunk or do something stupid. Why is it things always seem to get worse instead of better... I have my playing test today and I need to go practice.