why right now?
Why is it that always when I'm this busy that I feel like I get the most trials in patience and anger management? I'm so bloody irritated right now it's stupid and it's with a couple of different people. I know it's not all other people. I know that it's also me, but motherfucker! I feel like I can't do or say anything right. I feel like everything I have to give right now isn't good enough. Which at first makes me feel terrible, like there's something wrong with me or like I'm not doing enough. Then, once I realize that that is just low self-esteem, I get really angry. This isn't one person in particular, I don't want to blame anyone. I just want to have some breathing room; where I feel like I'm given the benefit of the doubt. It's not even a big deal right now. it was just long day that got frustrating as it went on. but it's all good I guess. I just need a break.
I saw saved with HK yesterday, and it was amazing. it was also amazing to spend some time with her on an actual day off. Sunday I get to go to her parents house with her....yeah, slumber party! it will also be a nice break. Also! Bombers might be a part of that equation, which will be of course amazing.
I saw saved with HK yesterday, and it was amazing. it was also amazing to spend some time with her on an actual day off. Sunday I get to go to her parents house with her....yeah, slumber party! it will also be a nice break. Also! Bombers might be a part of that equation, which will be of course amazing.