Apr 14, 2004 17:38
I've been kind of bummed the last two days for no other reason than the weather. Since I can't seem to get myself out of it for more than an hour or two; I think I'm gonna right a list of all the good shit in my life. just so I can read it and realize that everything is all good.
-My FAFSA is in and done for next semester as are my taxes
-I got into New Paltz
-I had the grades to get into New Paltz
-Lately my photo work has been really satisfying me. which never hapens
-My financial problems are about to be over
-My car works and doesn't send me to the mechanic all that often
-School is totally manageable this semester
-I feel healthier emotionally than I ever have in my life
-I have amazing friends in my life
-Old friends recently came back into my life
-I don't hate my job as much
-it looks like another summer of working at bard
-I don' find that things are anywhere near as big a deal as they used to be
-My dad and I are getting along well
-Heather
-I'm dating the most amazing woman I've ever met
-It's the best realtionship I've ever been in
-I could say so much more, but rather than cheapen it. I'll just say that I'm very much ass-over-tea-kettle in love
-I'm over 3 years clean
-I got over my city anxiety this past spring break, well not the driving part, but baby steps
-physically I'm healtheir than I've ever been
-I've cut back on smoking. I'm down to 5 a day
-I feel so good about the way I look these days, even if I'm not the best looking guy, I can rock the bed head better than any other man on the planet, and you don't wanna bet me about that.
I think that might be all that I can think of right now. it's a pretty long list of some really amazing things. maybe it is just the stupid weather. alright I admit it I think I might feel better.