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So uh...A friend of mine who's been reading tarot since she was 7 did a reading for me about a week or so ago. I asked about ANdrew because I was curious and as much as alot of you are angry at me about it, I still love him. Pam is about 99% accurate with her cards because she's been doing it so long and because of the cards. It came up a few times that Andrew would be getting in contact with me soon. I was like,"Yeah right, the last time we talked we were screaming at each other over the phone and I cried my fucking eyes out." Well...it's about 2:30 in the frigging morning and I'm still awake...Looking at my myspace..And out of nowhere I get a comment. Andrew left me a comment telling me right out for everyone to see that he's sorry and he acted like an ass and I don't deserve that. He said he wanted to publicly apologize to me for what happened and he knows that sorry isn't enough. I still have no fucking idea what to think. I'm still shaking a little. I want him back in my life...And now that I believe in the cards a little more I think it'll happen. But I have to make him work for it...Not gonna be easy this time after what he did. But I can almost garuntee that I'll take him back because no one has ever made me feel the way he does. I messaged him because I didn't think a comment was a good idea. *grins a little* He said that I can call him if I wanna and he promises not to yell...That make me laugh a little. Maybe another night...I'm still kinda shaking and my mind is all over the place...I have NO idea what I'd say to him. Gwah...
So a warning..If you wanna shit-talk him or my choices, have fun with that...I'll no longer count you as one of my friends. He makes me happy, that should be enough for you. Anyone who has seen us together knows what I mean when I say he's the only one who's made me smile like that. After everything...I think the boy I fell in love with is finally back...And I could cry right now with how happy that makes me.
Alright, I'm off to talk to Jess more. Love you all.
So a warning..If you wanna shit-talk him or my choices, have fun with that...I'll no longer count you as one of my friends. He makes me happy, that should be enough for you. Anyone who has seen us together knows what I mean when I say he's the only one who's made me smile like that. After everything...I think the boy I fell in love with is finally back...And I could cry right now with how happy that makes me.
Alright, I'm off to talk to Jess more. Love you all.