i'm an ass
So. Everyone that I've told about the current situation (didn't mean for it to come out that way) has said basically the same thing: "He deserved it, he's an asshole, you should have kicked him in the balls while you were at it." And yeah that's well and good and whatever but I still feel like an ass.
It is kinda nice to be able to go up to people and say "Hey, let's go do something this weekend." I missed that. It's nice to have plans other than driving around aimlessly with nothing to do because we couldn't bear to just spend a night apart.
I think a goddamn planet (or Godzilla, if you were in the conversation at lunch yesterday) has just been lifted off my shoulders. At some point it became more of a burden than anything else, and I would dread seeing his number on the caller ID.
If we could have had a relationship like this...where we could go for days at a time without talking or seeing each other, it would have been a lot better. I would have enjoyed it a lot more when we did talk. But we were fucked from the beginning, and that was my fault.
So now I've crushed him and I'm an asshole for it but it needed to be said. He needed to back off. We'll talk again next Monday and see where to go from there.
Hi, I'm Molly. I'm a liberated asshole. Thank you, come again.
It is kinda nice to be able to go up to people and say "Hey, let's go do something this weekend." I missed that. It's nice to have plans other than driving around aimlessly with nothing to do because we couldn't bear to just spend a night apart.
I think a goddamn planet (or Godzilla, if you were in the conversation at lunch yesterday) has just been lifted off my shoulders. At some point it became more of a burden than anything else, and I would dread seeing his number on the caller ID.
If we could have had a relationship like this...where we could go for days at a time without talking or seeing each other, it would have been a lot better. I would have enjoyed it a lot more when we did talk. But we were fucked from the beginning, and that was my fault.
So now I've crushed him and I'm an asshole for it but it needed to be said. He needed to back off. We'll talk again next Monday and see where to go from there.
Hi, I'm Molly. I'm a liberated asshole. Thank you, come again.