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ok this weekend was like too fucked for words, im so pissed and sad and everything about this whole ordeal
well i was supoes to go to bubonik cronik funk but i went to 80 raves instead wich like it was a good party but like w/e bunk the fact that the party was good that like dosent even fix all the fucking bull shit i had to put up with and gah! i was supoes to get 2 vils of k but that ddnt happen instead i got one and it was good but i needed more im sick of boys. . like so done with them its not even funny. im almost done with this raving buissness. . i just wanna go somewere diff w/o all these ppl who i get really bad vibs from like honestly i wish ppl would pull the tampon out of their ass and grow some balls and say somthing. and hurray this weekend is my fucking b-day. . its gonna go to shit i just know it, somehting will happen to make me not want it to be my b-day. . i just might get my drugs listen to my dj spin and then bounce cuase i dont really want to go there cuz like fuck. . the same ppl i see every weekend. . i just dont wanna have to deal with the drama plus my fucking b-day. . just measn i get another year of drugs and bull shit and being fucked over by "friends" im fed up with that too. . ppl i give a shit about are fucking me over and im fucking done with that, i cant really trust no one at this point. . or it feels that way at least its times like these were i just wanna drop everything and everyone and start new but iv done that too many times to do it again im just gonna dela with this shit until i really cant handel it and snap on ppl so that they cut me off. . i geuss its easier to do that just snap on someone so that they drop you so you dont have to do nothing and then at the same time you get to take out all your frustrations out on them i dunno. . i hoep things kinda get better cuz im having fun its just im realizing you cant trust drug addicts not even yourself. . there isent one person you ca truly trust on they wqill stab you in the back eventualy and thats just how things seem to be working, like durgs are my excape and i know i shouldent be doing that but i dont think i would be sane if i ddnt like come on that time your high you dont give a flying fuck so your at peace in your head even tho you really know your not but for that hr or whatever you think everthing is fine but i cant sit around all day so fucked that i dont notice anything cuz then i might aswell be dead, i hope i dont have to come back to home this weekend by myself with the drugs im gonna have. . like it would just seem pointless to sit around bymyself and do fucking acid and k all night. . i'll prolly just o.d and die if im bymyself, i dont know how to ay no with drugs its just always i need to get higher and i need to do that now. i missed 4:20am cuz i ddnt have a fuycking weed to smoke, weed is like so gey. .i dont see a point in it but it gets me high for a decent price so im game
i really need to stop bitching and ranting in my lj it makes me feel like i have no life and it makes me see how simple/wasted my life is like im turning 16 this weekend and all i do with my life is fucking drugs and partying. .whyt the fuck. . . . ?
stay tuned for the entry after my b-day. . should be intersting
chow:Queen-E
ok this weekend was like too fucked for words, im so pissed and sad and everything about this whole ordeal
well i was supoes to go to bubonik cronik funk but i went to 80 raves instead wich like it was a good party but like w/e bunk the fact that the party was good that like dosent even fix all the fucking bull shit i had to put up with and gah! i was supoes to get 2 vils of k but that ddnt happen instead i got one and it was good but i needed more im sick of boys. . like so done with them its not even funny. im almost done with this raving buissness. . i just wanna go somewere diff w/o all these ppl who i get really bad vibs from like honestly i wish ppl would pull the tampon out of their ass and grow some balls and say somthing. and hurray this weekend is my fucking b-day. . its gonna go to shit i just know it, somehting will happen to make me not want it to be my b-day. . i just might get my drugs listen to my dj spin and then bounce cuase i dont really want to go there cuz like fuck. . the same ppl i see every weekend. . i just dont wanna have to deal with the drama plus my fucking b-day. . just measn i get another year of drugs and bull shit and being fucked over by "friends" im fed up with that too. . ppl i give a shit about are fucking me over and im fucking done with that, i cant really trust no one at this point. . or it feels that way at least its times like these were i just wanna drop everything and everyone and start new but iv done that too many times to do it again im just gonna dela with this shit until i really cant handel it and snap on ppl so that they cut me off. . i geuss its easier to do that just snap on someone so that they drop you so you dont have to do nothing and then at the same time you get to take out all your frustrations out on them i dunno. . i hoep things kinda get better cuz im having fun its just im realizing you cant trust drug addicts not even yourself. . there isent one person you ca truly trust on they wqill stab you in the back eventualy and thats just how things seem to be working, like durgs are my excape and i know i shouldent be doing that but i dont think i would be sane if i ddnt like come on that time your high you dont give a flying fuck so your at peace in your head even tho you really know your not but for that hr or whatever you think everthing is fine but i cant sit around all day so fucked that i dont notice anything cuz then i might aswell be dead, i hope i dont have to come back to home this weekend by myself with the drugs im gonna have. . like it would just seem pointless to sit around bymyself and do fucking acid and k all night. . i'll prolly just o.d and die if im bymyself, i dont know how to ay no with drugs its just always i need to get higher and i need to do that now. i missed 4:20am cuz i ddnt have a fuycking weed to smoke, weed is like so gey. .i dont see a point in it but it gets me high for a decent price so im game
i really need to stop bitching and ranting in my lj it makes me feel like i have no life and it makes me see how simple/wasted my life is like im turning 16 this weekend and all i do with my life is fucking drugs and partying. .whyt the fuck. . . . ?
stay tuned for the entry after my b-day. . should be intersting
chow:Queen-E