string of complaints!
I am tipsy and mad as hell right now. my Korean unicyclist friends and I had too much to drink on a Sunday night and I tried to unicycle home and scraped my knee up.
dammit. here we go.
- yeah I know I'm in Korea so I shouldn't even start with this but I hate the stares and the whispers of 'forienger blahblabalhah', and the 'sly' camera phone snapshots taken of me. I mean, seriously? what are you going to tell your friends?
- image is not everything. fuck off. there's too many mirrors around here and these image obsessed people disgust me. judging based on looks is ridiculous. smell - maybe, brains - yes. looks - fuck off.
- some drunk puked on the subway today. there's a first time for everything. as for the smell in the subway car - I've had worse (ex. the pollution and shit smell around every corner in Seoul)
- I hate most foriengers here. I texted a friend saying I was unicycling when she asked what I was up to. 3 hours later I texted saying 'omg the Korean unicyclists are getting me drunk' she texts back - 'is he cute?'
- number 1 - if it WAS just one guy and I drinking and I said 'HE's getting me drunk', you do NOT text back 'is he cute?' aka 'let him rape you'
- number 2 - oh fuck this..
- most americans i meet are here for strange reasons. i came to travel and sightsee and have an exciting experience. not to try to hook up with X amount of people and just make new friends and have my own fantasy 'Real World' in my mind. i meet people who say 'i'm not looking for a relationsship and 2 weeks later they say 'oh I'm really starting to like ______' - after 2 drunk hook ups...this is college only heavier and worse.
Maybe I'm just bitter because it's been 6 months and I'll never be over what's his face and I regret everything I destroyed.
- everyday I ask myself what I'm doing with my life and I feel like progress toward an answer is trickling in slowly. much too slow.
sometimes I just want to go home. fuck
OK. anyway.
woo Korea. non-stop party! good times! woot!
dammit. here we go.
- yeah I know I'm in Korea so I shouldn't even start with this but I hate the stares and the whispers of 'forienger blahblabalhah', and the 'sly' camera phone snapshots taken of me. I mean, seriously? what are you going to tell your friends?
- image is not everything. fuck off. there's too many mirrors around here and these image obsessed people disgust me. judging based on looks is ridiculous. smell - maybe, brains - yes. looks - fuck off.
- some drunk puked on the subway today. there's a first time for everything. as for the smell in the subway car - I've had worse (ex. the pollution and shit smell around every corner in Seoul)
- I hate most foriengers here. I texted a friend saying I was unicycling when she asked what I was up to. 3 hours later I texted saying 'omg the Korean unicyclists are getting me drunk' she texts back - 'is he cute?'
- number 1 - if it WAS just one guy and I drinking and I said 'HE's getting me drunk', you do NOT text back 'is he cute?' aka 'let him rape you'
- number 2 - oh fuck this..
- most americans i meet are here for strange reasons. i came to travel and sightsee and have an exciting experience. not to try to hook up with X amount of people and just make new friends and have my own fantasy 'Real World' in my mind. i meet people who say 'i'm not looking for a relationsship and 2 weeks later they say 'oh I'm really starting to like ______' - after 2 drunk hook ups...this is college only heavier and worse.
Maybe I'm just bitter because it's been 6 months and I'll never be over what's his face and I regret everything I destroyed.
- everyday I ask myself what I'm doing with my life and I feel like progress toward an answer is trickling in slowly. much too slow.
sometimes I just want to go home. fuck
OK. anyway.
woo Korea. non-stop party! good times! woot!